cause they say the best way out is through

You know, there are a million things I want to ask so badly. A million things I want to do. To tell you.
And I know I have to find the courage to do it. Them. Or make you understand, at least. And I know, I will. I just have to.
And while there are those conversations all I get to ask and say and do are things that appear to be quite meaningless compared to what is on my mind. But in some weeks - I am so afraid of this day though I have been waiting for it for such a long time - hopefully everything will turn out to be much easier. Or not. I am fearing the second option. But fear is unimportant and at least I can say that mistakes - if it should turn out to be a mistake - are there to be made. Or that is what everybody says. We will see. I am optimistic. And the next conversation will be a lot better because I will ask a question that has been on my mind for quite a while now. About the memories. We will see how it turns out to be. We cannot turn back the time and I do not want to wait until it is to late.

Märchen sind nicht gut für Kinder.

Märchen sind nicht gut für Kinder.
Jedes Mal, wenn ich mal wieder mitten im Chaos stecke, erwarte ich, dass gleich ein langhaariger Mann mit vornehmer Sprechweise auf einem Pferd in mein Leben galoppiert und mich aus der Klemme holt. 
Irgendwann wird einem dann klar, dass man eigentlich gar keinen Mann will, der einem im Leben herumgaloppiert, weil er nämlich derjenige ist, der schuld ist an der ganzen Misere.
- Rosie Dunne, page 328

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Untitled. (SIMPLE PLAN) ♥

An das Arschloch, das angeblich mein Freund ist.

Weil ich dieses Buch jetzt schon unendlich tief in mein Herz geschlossen habe. ♥

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
watch you smile while you are sleeping while you´re far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing

Laying close to you feeling your heart beating
and I'm wondering what you're dreaming
wondering if it's me you're seeing
And then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing

And I don't wanna miss one smile
And don't wanna miss one kiss
And I just wanna be with you right here with you, just like this
And just wanna hold you close
I feel your heart so close to mine
and just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, YEAH

Don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
the sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you babe and I don't wanna miss a thing

Aerosmith

Incomprehension

Imagine the person you have been married to for over fifty years is close to leaving this world, staying in the hospital for the last days. Could you imagine to leave that person behind, alone during the last hours? Driving home with the car because you cannot stand the stress connected to your stay, the pressure? Would you tell that your family? Letting someone absolutely foreign watch over your most beloved?

I mean, who would do something like that? Leaving the one person you truly loved and knew for most of your life in the really 'hard' times, the worst, maybe. You promised to stay when it would come to those times, but nevertheless now you are leaving. You let pass the precious moments which you know could be the last.

It is incomprehensible for me, frankly speaking. If I were in that situation - all I would wish for were some last private, precious moments with that person. I would sit at his side, not even leaving to go to sleep, because I would be too afraid to miss his last breath. I would stay at his side until the last moment. And even longer.

Welcome to St. Tropez

Danke, Isi :D ♥

The Italian Experience

Reschensee - Italy :)

Glurns

Cavedago - Hotel Aurora ♥

Piazza San Marco - Venice (:

On the Rialto Bridge

Hidden Venice

Lago di Tenno

Riiiiiiiiiiiiiva del Garda :)

Lago di Garda!

Arco - Italy

Vengo, Italia (:

we've been on the run driving in the sun

 die alleralleraller wundervollste, tollste, schönste, dramatischste serie aller, aller zeiten.