05/13. epic.

"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times ..." 

- Charles Dickens, A TALE OF TWO CITIES -

Just live and enjoy. Try to talk. Try to find solutions. Don't take it too seriously. U-Turns a standards now and being the centre of attention without wanting it .. well - survived! We can get through this. And maybe it's a chance to start something better and greater than ever before. I love my life and am proud of every little bit. Somebody has to create the stories. Why not us? Crazy days. Best life.

tomorrow's way to far away.

and we can't get back yesterday. but we're young right now. we've got right now. so get up right now. cause all we've got is right now.  - RIHANNA -


Because no matter what happens - it's the best of all lives. Without a doubt. Best friends. Best journeys. Best talks. Best meetings. Best texting. Best chances. Best dreams. Best new people. Best pictures. Simply the best.

And no matter what earlier life I had wanted back - no. I'm completely satisfied with it this way, right now. Really. Could hardly be any better. Except for - well, make a wish, take a chance, make a change. Here we go. :)

Can't wait to see all you crazy people once more for such a long and probably crazy time. I'm confident that it's definitely going to be crazy. Oh, love, oh life.

♥ 

sevenletters.

the feeling when you are certain with every cell of your body what you want and need.
when every doubt is gone.
when you don't care about anything else.
when you are already up and fighting and seeing hope.
when you just know it like never before.

then you have to risk it.

We keep spending most our lives living in a gangsta's paradise.

My whole life waiting for the right time, to tell you how I feel, and though I tried to tell you that I need you, here I am without you. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real, but I don't know how to feel.
We say goodbye in the pouring rain, and I break down as you walk away. Stay. Stay. 'Cause all my life I've felt this way, but I could never find the words to say "Stay, stay".
Alright. Everything is alright since you came along. And before you I had nowhere to run to, nothing to hold on to. I came so close to giving it up, and I wonder if you know how it feels to let you go.

- HURTS - STAY -

 

 Tell me why are we
So blind to see
That the ones we hurt
Are you and me? 

 - COOLIO -

Dear Life,

I know you believe you are the greatest and coolest and best ever - really, you are! I love you so damn much, it hurts from time to time. But after the last days, weeks, months, don't you think you could go back to normal? The way it was before? It would be very comforting to feel a bit of normality and security and certainty for at least a few days, you know, relaxing a bit.
And if you have to let me know that this is beyond your abilities (yes, I really fear that it will stay like this for ever), could you please, PLEASE! try to be less irritating? I know you love it to interact with other lives and that's cool! But - it's hard to cope with it sometimes. At least animate the other lives to be nicer and more normal from time to time.
I hope your love for drama and romantic comedies or tragedies and silly soap-operas goes over as fast as it came and we can continue our perfect relationship together!

Lots of Love,
Yourself.

I knew the human exaggeration for sorrow - a broken heart. Melanie remembered speaking the phrase herself. But I'd always thought of it as a hyperbole, a traditional description for something that had no real physiological link, like a green thumb. So I wasn't expecting the pain in my chest. The nausea, yes, the swelling in my throat, yes, and, yes, the tears burning in my eyes. But what was the ripping sensation just under my rib cage? It made no logical sense.

-The Host by Stephenie Meyer - 

everything that kills me makes me feel alive.

to whom it may concern;

i'm missing you. big time.
love,

lena
xx

recover - y?

When you are like 'I love my life, it's the best there is, possibly!" and then someone or something comes and crushes it. It might just be a tiny damage for someone from the outside, but right then, for you it is horrible. It throws you back, miles and miles.
Well, thanks, man! Thank you for showing me how irrelevant I apparently have to be to you. I mean, you've had a lot of fun yourself and actually I have know it all the time - but the messages I received this week made it more than clear. Still - I don't want to give up. I have hope. And I absolutely do not get you and your weird, queer mind - in that handsome head.
At least your BF, or however close of a friend he is to you, talks to me. Oh, well. Good life. After all. I'll make some plans. Jealousy works from time to time. Even with men. Love ya, guys :*

simply

enjoy.

Those times will never come back.

what goes around ...

The moment you begin to wonder why your life believes it is so damn cool and funny. When you lose control and have no idea what the hell you are doing. Or can do. When almost everything you've always taken for granted is gone and you are facing absolute uncertainty. The moment you know life will change. But it does too early; too rapidly. 

Probably you just have to give in to it, join the ride and believe in the good sides. And always be true to yourself and the people around you.
Still you know that you are going to hurt some people in your life. And it breaks your heart you have to do so, but hope dies last, doesn't it. Life is getting more and more awkward and complicated. But with the right people and a lot of hope we can survive a lot. 


C'est la vie. C'est bien.