to all the people

TO ALL OF YOU WHO I LOVE SO DARN MUCH AND WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME - YOU ARE THE BEST IN THE WORLD, PLEASE DO ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT! THE LAST DAYS SHOWED ME CLEARLY HOW MUCH SOME OF YOU CARE ABOUT ME - AND I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT MEANS TO ME.


I'M JUST ABLE TO SAY THAT I'M HONESTLY LOVING EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

THANK YOU!

heart-optimism-thoughts

i loved sesame street, too!

 

Whenever I stop and think of you, it makes me smile to know that you, my friend, are in my heart,
Wherever I may go!

Thank you, Patricia. For just being there for me. All the time. I won't ever let you out of my life again! 

a lonely september - the plain white t's ♥

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
but you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
but the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
♥

don't say you love me.

some lyrics dive into your mind just to surface again. a bit later.

true love is called friendship.

true love.

Freundschaft bezeichnet eine positive Beziehung und Empfindung zwischen Menschen, die sich als Sympathie und Vertrauen zwischen ihnen zeigt. Die in einer freundschaftlichen Beziehung zueinander stehenden Menschen bezeichnet man als Freundin bzw. Freund. In einer Freundschaft schätzen und mögen die befreundeten Menschen einander. Freundschaft beruht auf Zuneigung, Vertrauen und gegenseitiger Wertschätzung. Eine Freundschaft wird „geschlossen“, geht sie einem Ende zu, so „erkaltet“ sie.

The conventional wisdom is that good friendships enhance an individual's sense of happiness and overall well-being. But a number of solid studies support the notion that strong social supports improve a woman's prospects for good health and longevity. Conversely, it has been shown that loneliness and lack of social supports are linked to an increased risk of heart disease, viral infections, and cancer as well as higher mortality rates. Two female researchers have even termed friendship networks a "behavioral vaccine" that protects both physical and mental health.

http://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Freundschaft

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Friendship

fairytale.

some days are just so freaking good you think of them as fairytales. cause there's been so much good and love and friendship and pure happiness. it's fantastic how such a feeling cannot even be bothered by some moments of male spirit which would annoy you like crazy at other days.
but i have to admit it - i just love it to enjoy a day and notice from time to time that i am smiling without putting it up or actually noticing. those are the real treausres we should keep in our hearts.

never another latin exam. never in my life.
one of the bests will be back in 7 days.
it is finally something you can call summer.

screwing up.

sometimes you are making mistakes. not knowing they are mistakes. wanting them to make things better. but instead they only make it worse and you feel like you are losing controll slowly. like you go crazy. like you lost something precious. it is hard to explain. but even harder to understand.

frankly speaking i always thought i wasn't having such a trouble understanding men's psychology. that they might be just like women, just having that slightly different outward appearance. but i guess i was mistaking. because right now i feel like not understanding them at all. like they changed completely. it is just too strange to put it. And it sucks. it all sucks right now. maybe i should go to bed and try to sleep a bit instead of making it only worse. screwing up sucks.

see this mess? that's my mind.

june 2011

And I Do Not Understand Anything ..

The Power of Daisies

Isn't it always the same? No matter what age you are, as a woman you'll always check out your potential lovers with the probably most primitive approach ever. The power of a daisy.
Actually, I am having NO idea why we do it to us over and over again after falling in love, but it must do something to us. Why the hell should we lie in the garden, plucking daisies from the grass and pulling out their petals while saying 'he loves me - he does not love me - he loves me ..' ?
I mean, yes, it is absolutely naive and irrelevant, but it must have an effect on us. We believe in it - as long as the answer is the one we desired. If it should appear not to be the desired one, we'll just take another daisy, repeating our work - until we'll get the 'right' answer.
Totally dumb. But hey: The daisy is 50 % right, isn't she?