because you have no idea what you are missing

History Repeating

Und ich vermisse ihn wahnsinnig und drehe bald durch. Er bricht mir das Herz, ohne irgendetwas zu machen. Es ist grausam.

Freitag, 24. Juli 2009

I still have no idea what to think about him. No. And no plan what to do.
I just know, that my heart beats faster every time he writes me. That there is the strange hurt when he talks to other girls and this look. His blue eyes. And me blushing. Desperately.
I guess I am in love. Again it's him.
Worst kind.

Montag, 24. August 2009

Skiiiiiiii Foarnnnnnnnn!!!!!!

Skiiiiiiii Foarnnnnnnnn!!!!!!

Unter diesem Motto treten wir die Reise zur Skipiste mit Regina (unserer Busfahrerin) an. Am Seegatterl holen wir unsere Skier vom Verleih ab. Dann gehts ab zur Gondel. Die Fahrt dauert 10 Minuten und ist noch ganz entspannend, doch danach fahren die Leute, die schonmal auf einer Piste unterwegs waren, mit Herrn B. allen davon. Die anderen lernen zuerst mit Frau Dr. B. und Frau F. wie man Skier anschnallt und sicher auf ihnen steht.
Am Anfang erscheint der erste Hügel noch unglaublich steil, aber nach einiger Zeit fahren die meisten ihn im "Schuss" hinunter. Die Mutigeren wagen sich bereits am ersten Tag an rote Pisten.
Zur gleichen Zeit fahren die "Profis" im benachbarten Skigebiet "Steinplatte" bereits alle blauen, roten und sogar eine schwarze Piste ab.
Zum Mittagessen treffen wir uns alle auf der Winklmoosalm. Später stürmen wir erneut die Piste und um 16 Uhr fahren wir zurück ins Hotel, wo alle erschöpft ins Bett fallen. Am frohsten sind wir darüber, dass wir die unflexiblen und schweren Skischuhe ausziehen durften. Danach verbringen wir noch einen feucht fröhlichen Abend miteinander.
Auch in den folgenden Tagen fahren wir sehr viel, verbessern uns von Piste zu Piste, sodass am zweiten Tag ein Großteil der Anfänger schon auf den anspruchsvolleren Skipisten der Steinplatte fahren kann. Trotz einiger Stürze fahren wir immer weiter und haben riesigen Spaß.
In den verbleibenen Tagen wollen wir noch sicherer fahren lernen und einen Slalomschulmeister küren.

Weitere Berichte werden sicherlich noch folgen.

Unseren Mitschülern wünschen wir sehr viel Spaß in der Schule!


von Moritz, Lena und Jan (16.Februar 2011)

Hard Times

Those are truly hard times. The best people in the world, the kind, the honest, the social ones, all of them are close to breaking down now.
One is suffering from the hardest heartaches.
One is at the edge of the world we know, frequently interrupted by enormous earthquakes.
One is betrayed by the person she always saw as her best friend and would have done anything for.
One is fearing for his beloved sister's life and jut learned what his family has to go through to save her.
It appears that the universe must be in a horrible mood, trying to test out how much the good-hearted people can take. Maybe we are just growing-up and finally seeing the real life. But it is cruel.
Those are truly hard times.

wieauchimmerfreunde

Manchmal ist das Leben einfach scheiße und kompliziert.
Was man in einer Woche echt alles so erzählt bekommt.
Kerle sind scheiße³, soviel haben wir jetzt schonmal gelernt.
Alle auf ihre eigene Weise.
Aber alle auch irgendwie gleich. Sie reden nicht. Das ist ihr größtes Problem.
Selber Schuld. Hoch Leben The Fray, The Jonas Brothers und Rise Against.
Yes.!
Mädels, wir haben besseres verdient!


And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
- Over My Head (Cable Cars) [The Fray]

oh, cairo III

Because they have reached their main goal now - or at least taken the first step to a better world. I keep my fingers crossed for the people and hope they will get the democratic state they so much deserve and fight for. You can be proud of yourself, egyptians!

oh, cairo II

oh, cairo I

BRAVO mubarak: gather up an angry 3 million in #Tahrir and make them even more angry! http://twitter.com/NevineZaki


But no one can really know what that means or brings or what would have changed and happened if it had been another way. Oh, Cairo, what will this night of February 10th 2011 bring for you? I'm afraid it will be nothing good, really. And I won't judge anything now. All I wanna say is that I'm afraid for the people there.
Picture: BBC World News


More Information: http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-middle-east-12307698#video

Work & Future

"Have you ever tried?"
"No."
"Then don't tell me I can't."
-Fragile Eternity by Melissa Marr

My favourite quote forever, I guess. When I learned something during my internship and the last weeks it is that you have to believe in yourself and go your own way. Stick to the people who like you and who you like. Who are always there for you. The ones who never care to talk to you are not worth your time, really. There are enough people in the world worth fighting for and for some I would honestly do anything.
But sometimes you have to go your own way. There are a million things we are afraid to do. You get to know your limitations. But sometimes the things you thought would be the hardest, the things you have been truely afraid of, turn out to be not that hard after all. People understand you and support you. They can make it easier instead of harder. And after experiences like this you feel great. Because you know you can do things you never thought you were capable of. And there are so many things more you could do when you just started believing in your talents and yourself.
This life is about living it and making the best of your chances, so go out and do it. You can, even if you don't know yet.

Hurts - Stay

My whole life waiting for the right time
To tell you how I feel
And though I tried to tell you that I need you
Here I am without you
I feel so lost but what can I do?
'Cause I know this love seems real
But I don't know how to feel

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay
'Cause all my life I've felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

Alright, everything is alright
Since you came along
And before you
I had nowhere to run to
Nothing to hold on to
I came so close to giving it up
And I wonder if you know
How it feels to let you go?

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay
'Cause all my life I've felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

So you change your mind
And say you're mine
Don't leave tonight
Stay

We say goodbye in the pouring rain
And I break down as you walk away
Stay, stay
'Cause all my life I felt this way
But I could never find the words to say
Stay, stay

Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay with me, stay with me,
Stay, stay, stay, stay with me

Because it feels like they wrote it just for me. Weird world.