Freitag, 31. Dezember 2010

music is stronger than words with emotions

Eigentlich wollte ich ja 'nen schönen Jahresrückblick schreiben. Allerdings bin ich da jetzt gerade irgendwie nicht so wirklich in der Stimmung zu.
Deshalb widme ich mich auch gleich meiner Therapie. Dem Schreiben. Aber nicht hier. Hierher gehört Musik. Weil sie Emotionen einfach viel besser transportieren kann. Und weil ich The Fray dafür liebe, dass sie diese Art von Musik machen. Unbeschreiblich und unübertrefflich.

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
That never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came
-The Fray "You Found Me"

Neeee, oder?

Notiz an mich selbst: Weniger stalken; das tut dir nicht gut.

na, das wird ja spaßig morgen abend ... lächeln wir uns einfach mal durch die nacht. irgendwie ...

Dienstag, 21. Dezember 2010

1 day

one exam to go
one day of school to go
one time to get up early

and then I hopefully get back my life and freedom.
no matter if there will be black ice tomorrow night
i will go to celebrate that school's out.
i so damn will! no matter what.
and i'm still hoping.

Freitag, 17. Dezember 2010


Yes, yes, yes.
We live in a society where everybody is allowed to think and say what he or she wants to. Yes, this IS good - better than before the French Revolution. But, really! Some people should just shut up and don't say everything they think - especially what they think of other people.
Sometime ago you thought everything would be better and easier when you're older and more grown up; people would be wiser, friendlier. Maybe.
But it's the opposite. Everybody talks about everyone behind their backs and you get the feeling nobody likes anybody else. I mean, what's up here? I don't get you people.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, I AM a little bit naive and narrow-minded in this case but that's the way I was brought up - be friendly. And what did life teach me within the last seventeen years? Don't talk about somebody behind their backs if you're not sure the person you're talking to will keep it to him- or herself. Cause otherwise you'll be the bad one.
Complicated world, complicated people. I want the earlier, easier years back ... ♥

Montag, 13. Dezember 2010

Holidays and Black Ice.

Who does not wish for the christmas vacation to start already?
I can't imagine. Sleep till noon, party all night, enjoy the snow and just relax. This would be so damn nice right now. But school's keeping everybody busy. Still. Three (poor ones: four) exams to go till Christmas. Yeahy.
I know, I have no idea what I'm texting. I just want to text something again. I'm confused.
If school goes on like this we will be burned out till Summer 2013 ...