Sonntag, 26. Februar 2012

sunday afternoons

originally this one should have been entirely dedicated to my biology paper - and i promise to go back to work in a few minutes - but sometimes we have to let our thoughts flow. otherwise our mind can't start working on what it should be working on.
anyway. some things aren't good combinations concerning our mental and emotional health. certain people who contact you again, several pictures, blog entries, book quotations and songs - all rising to the surface again at the same time. together with new music and old thoughts .. one can't be sure whether it will be better than before. after all the bad stuff you went through. but there's hope. and old flames which refuse to die. and if there weren't other, new people, it could be easier. but it isn't. never was and never will be. 

Montag, 20. Februar 2012


because we encounter times in our lives when we have no idea what to do. what to talk about. what to answer to simple questions. how to behave. what to believe and whom to trust. in this moments you just want to stop and either break down everything you used to do and be and change entirely. or you decide to stick to what you know and hope everything else around you is changing while you can remain the way you are, not excepting the challenge. so what's your choice?

Freitag, 17. Februar 2012

Sehr geehrte Damen und Herren,

so schnell geht das. von null auf hundert in wenigen stunden. und sogar das ziel erreicht. das zwischenziel zumindest. morgen geht der brief an die post. und zwar wörtlich und metaphorisch. weil ich einfach mal so cool bin, einen brief an den briefzusteller persönlich zu schreiben - in der hoffung da bald auch mitmachen zu dürfen und ENDLICH auch mal daran mitzuarbeiten, dass meine briefe und die aller anderen menschen sicher und schnell ankommen - und ihnen hoffentlich eine freude bereitet wird.
von daher wird jetzt ab morgen gewartet und gehofft, weil das schon so eine art traumjob wäre. aber alles wird gut, wenn man das wirklich will. morgen genauso wie vor 100 jahren. ♥

Dienstag, 14. Februar 2012

valentine smile

On Valentine's Day we think of those
Who make our lives worthwhile,
Those gracious, friendly people who
We think of with a smile.

I am fortunate to know you;
That's why I want to say,
To a rare and special person:

- by Joanna Fuchs -

Samstag, 11. Februar 2012


that's what one of my favourite songs of all times speaks about. that THE REST IS STILL UNWRITTEN. it's a favourite because it is the complete truth. our own future is up to us, we write it and decide what the next chapter is all about. and since that is how it works, i hope to write an exciting script soon. because a book without risks and action isn't too interesting to read. we should start writting tonight, don't you think?
and what did this nice man tell us this week? believe in your dreams 20 secs a day and you'll reach them if you truly want. i definitely want and i suppose the 20 seconds are nothing to worry about. i can handle that every ten minutes.