originally this one should have been entirely dedicated to my biology paper - and i promise to go back to work in a few minutes - but sometimes we have to let our thoughts flow. otherwise our mind can't start working on what it should be working on.
anyway. some things aren't good combinations concerning our mental and emotional health. certain people who contact you again, several pictures, blog entries, book quotations and songs - all rising to the surface again at the same time. together with new music and old thoughts .. one can't be sure whether it will be better than before. after all the bad stuff you went through. but there's hope. and old flames which refuse to die. and if there weren't other, new people, it could be easier. but it isn't. never was and never will be.