after him i stopped believing in certain things. he tought me what it felt like to fall for a friend. several times. i thought it was the only way and that falling for strangers was impossible. that love on first sight was kind of a joke.
but i guess all the movies and books did not lie. it all is true. the butterflies in your stomach. your wobbling knees. the stopping and faster beating heart. the smiles.
but most of all the feeling. the feeling to know somebody all your life without ever having talked to him. i do know that it sounds spooky and childish, but i learned that this feeling exists and i thank you for it. even if i that should be all, i am exceptionally grateful that you brought the magic back.
The Monkees - I'm a Believer