But nobody seems to notice. It's so weird cause I wanna scream or sing all the time, but I stay calm, as good as I could. But I'll explode. Soon. I see it coming.
And I can't remember the last time it was like this. It all seems so real and so close to become a really big deal. Just my bravery needs to take the next step. One simple question. It's ridiculous. Honestly. But I'm afraid. No matter what answer I would get.
But this time I really want it. That's what I feel. Cross your fingers and give me some back up. Please.